Coming to an end

I honestly can't believe this year is almost over already, I think the years start to go by faster as we get older. It has defiantly been a year filled with new experiences, i went to a new school with new teachers and friends. Now thats the end is quickly arriving I guess its time to make even more new decisions. I chose to go to school here at home this year because I can't even stand the thought of leaving home, its probably my biggest fear. I figured since I stayed here and extra year by the end of it I would defiantly be ready to leave, but here I am more terrified then ever. The thought of having to live on my own seriously gives me anxiety! If I could live home for the rest of my life I think I would. There is no reason for me to leave I have everything I ever wanted right here. I have my friends, family my own car, my own room, food and a roof over my head free of charge... life is just too good at home. So in september my life will make a complete 360, I will have no family surrounding me everyday, no car and probably no food. Im sure I'm thinking of the worst possible situation but i find it hard to see the bright side. Hopefully everything turn out better then i expect , if not I have a feeling that next year won't be going by as quickly as this year.